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| your idea of me is fabricated with materials you have borrowed from other people and from yourself. what you think of me depends on what you think of yourself. perhaps you create your idea of me out of material you would like to eliminate from your own idea of yourself. perhaps your idea of me is a reflection of what other people think of you. or perhaps what you think of me is simply what you think i think of you.
++Thomas Merton
I'll screw up, I'll push you away if we're getting too close.
I won't trust you until you've proven yourself. I won't
cry over the stupid things. I'll laugh until I cry.
I'll be anything but you, and always me.
It happens to everyone as they grow up...
you find out who you are and what you want,
and then you realize that the people you've
known forever don't see things the way you do.
And so you keep the memories,
but you find yourself moving
He misses you? Good, he should.
You're sexy, pretty, fun, outgoing and fun to be around.
Guys that haven't met you yet, miss you.
But don't get back together with him,
because somewhere out there,
there is a guy searching really hard for you.
He's the one that deserves someone amazing like you.
Let him have it and not the asshole that left you.
To think that someone built these roads
between us.
Cutting mountains and crossing
rivers, connecting things that aren't
supposed to be connected.
you can't navigate me.
I might do mean things and I might hurt you and
I might run away without your permission
and you might hate me forever, and I know that
scares the shit out of you, because I'm the only
real thing that you have.
now, I know I'm not the subtlest girl when it comes to
guys and I probably said something insanely inappropriate,
because you told me if I ever talked to you again,
you'd break my kneecaps. which just made me love you more.
the telephone number i got for you says nobody's home.
the best thing i can think to do right now is leave you alone.
and you have had an apology in your mailbox since last july.
it's funny when you find the words to say, you find no reply.
secret#231 : i often wonder about the girls on the other side of the world.. maybe we'd be best friends if we could meet.
I learned that sometimes,
people aren't going to trust you.
and it may be for no reason at all.
Sometimes, people just judge you
on what they think you will do,
on who they think you are.
And there's really nothing you can do about it.
But just remember one thing;
They're not cheating you,
they're cheating themselves.
sometimes PAPER
is the only thing
that will listen to you.
silence is pure.
it draws people together because only those
who are comfortable with each other can sit
without speaking.
No one else can speak
the words on your lips
-+Natasha Bedingfield
i could not, at any age, be content to take
my place by the fireside and simply look on.
life was meant to be lived.
curiosity must be kept alive.
++Eleanor Roosevelt
you never get over it,
but you get to where it doesn't
bother you so much.
-the virgin suicides
Don`t ever let anyone try & bring you down, n o b o d y ; cause people who try & bring you down are the ones who have so much hatred & disgust with t h e m s e l v e s so they try & bring others down, stick by your opinions & beliefs & you can n e v e r go wrong.
Just listen to your heart, your heart will tell you when it`s over, but just cause your heart may tell you it`s over doesn`t mean that you have to stop loving that person now, it`ll just mean that your heart can`t take the pain its been put through anymore.
i've got this crazy idea
we forgot about what everyone else wants for us
and decide for ourselves what we want
our lives to be.
i get so sick of everyone disappointing me. i guess its my fault for thinking so highly of people. cause in the end no one seems to live up to my expectations.
It takes a great deal of courage to
stand up to your enemies,
but a great deal more
to stand up to your friends.
-harry potter
&& everyone knows--
the louder the music,
the bigger the heartbreak.
Now is our time to shine. With opportunities to dream and possibilities vast. Now is the time for all of us to become the people we've always dreamed of being. This is life. You're here. You matter. The world is waiting.
-onetreehill
You only fail when you give up.
-Tupac
people stare upon each other
acting as if they know what’s on our mind.
if they only knew what went through our minds
the many hours of the day,
then they’d gain some perspective on us.
maybe then some of them would put down
their defenses and realize we all have the same problems,
and we wonder what the world thinks.
The universe always settles the score
Saying sorry doesn't mean anything.
Its how you treat the person after it.
And after you said it to me you did
the same exact thing over again
i know im not easy to understand
i know i keep a lot inside, & i know
i'm not the easiest person to read
but thats okay, you know. cause
even though theres a lot about me
you'll never know, theres a hell alot | | |
| she felt the urge to scream.
but her cry got caught in her throat.
she wanted to cry, to show him
just how much he had hurt her.
but the tears just wouldn't fall.
she needed to end this.
but the words couldn't come out.
she wasn't strong enough.
she wasn't ready to let him go.
What you say and how you look does not define who you are, because some of the most beautiful people do the ugliest things. You owe it to the people who hate you, who disrespect you & who put you down, because they are the ones who have made you who you are today; for keeping your head up & not breaking down when they want you to.
Have you ever looked at a picture & seen a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder, how many strangers have pictures of you? How many moments of other peoples lives have we been in? Were we a part of someones life when their dream came true? Or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think, you could be a big part of someone's life, & not even know it.
and I've got my headphones blaring so loud that it hurts, but i'm beyond caring, because if this is what it takes to get over you -- I'm all for it ;; what i'm doing is trying to forget you. Does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in days? Does it hurt you to know that we can't look at each other without looking away? Does it hurt you to know that everything we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Because its hurting me..
The real lover is the man who can
thrill you by touching your head
or smiling into your eyes
or just staring into space.
-Marilyn Monroe
i don't really think people can change.
you know, at the end of the day, you are who you are.
and at the end of the day, it's probably
who you've always been. ++One Tree Hill
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared.
Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day.
Others are just not facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good.
And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world, six billion souls.
And sometimes, all you need is one.
-- Peyton, One Tree Hill
Dreams aren't meant to be understood
any more than tragedies can be avoided.
Life happens to us. The only certainty in all
of it is that it just keeps happening.
Everybody wants to be the sun
that lights up your life.
But I'd rather be the moon
so I can shine on you during
your darkest hour of the darkest day
when your sun isn't around.
I've learned how to wait; I know not to beg.
I know I shouldn't ask why I wake up feeling dead.
The only thing that hurts me more
than knowing I lost a love that never
really was with me, is living with the
knowledge that I've lost you as a friend.
You don't have time to see if it's worth it.
Just trust your heart & hope it turns out right.
I practiced all the things I'd say to tell you
how I feel & when I finally get my chance,
it all seems so surreal & from the
first time I saw you, I only thought about you,
& I hope my words will get through
because now I can't forget you.
Try to understand there's an
old mistake that fools will make
& I'm the queen of them;
Pushing everything that's good away.
A look, a laugh, a smile passes by & I regret it.
Words just aren't right. Sometimes I just can't
explain all the ways you devastate me.
Umbrellas stop the rain from hitting you.
So why use them? After all, rain is the skys tears.
How would you feel if everyone ignored your tears?
I walk through the hallways at school
& laugh at the boys I used to like,
because not one of them even
come close to you <3
I can't stop your memory from breaking my heart.
Tell her what she wants to hear;
these good things just won't last forever.
You say I'm the one who shut everyone out;
well maybe you didn't try very hard to stay in.
If you would just ask me
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.
It doesn't feel right holding
someone else's hand.
Wherever I am, I always find myself
looking out the window, wishing I
was somewhere else.
♥Angelina Jolie
My heart's complete. That doesn't mean that I have a boyfriend, it just means that I don't need a guy to complete my heart & myself. Forget that half-hearted crap, if I had half a heart, waiting for the other half, I'd be dead. I'm one and a whole. Nothing will ever change that.
sometimes i wish life was different,
that i didn't have to pretend all this time.
all i want is for someone to comfort me when i say leave me alone.
to wait for a real answer when i say i'm fine.
someone to really care about me.
because a friendship that's as special as ours can only grow better through the years.
no i'm not perfect, but you don't need to know that
When someone is born, Someone dies, someone laughs, & someone c r i e s, If you love someone let them know, `cause If they l e a v e tomorrow, They will never know
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| one
You're only young once so
be bad, break the rules, get caught
& make it count!
two♥
Girls should never chase guys.
The only thing a girl should chase
is a shot of vodka [;
©princessxmilly
three
True friendship isn't about being there when it's convenient; sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence, a time to let go & allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny, & a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.
four♥
I'll wait for you until the heavens fall
I'll wait for you until the end of the world
I'll wait for you until I no longer breathe
I know that it's not impossible
I'll wait for you until you finish your fight
I'll wait for you until the timing is right
I'll wait for you until you knock on my door
Cuz right now it's feeling just like a movie.
[waitforyou - nellyfurtado]
five♥
I never really liked the rain until
I walked through it with you <3
six
There is no such thing as being heartbroken,
but more like a son of a bitch crushing
your heart until you couldn't breathe
because you were so in love with him.
seven♥
It's not that I don't love you, it's the fact that I do love you. How do I know you're going to stay in my life? You know you can't say forever, because how long is forever? Forever could end tomorrow & that scares the shit out of me because I don't want to waste any time without you. I'm terrified you'll grow up without me because I just need you here with me now.
©dolledupwords__x
eight
Every thunder cloud that came is one more that I might not get through.
nine♥
So what if we prank call people on Friday nights? So what if we think "Yo mama" jokes are hilarious? Why does it matter that we sometimes talk like we're mentally challenged & dance like we have to pee? We're best friends & we love it. Now go ahead & continue with your boring, normal, & oh-so-mature lives! | | |
| and tonightt my eyes will
tell you all the things
i couldnt sayy
so i'll blast the stero loud tonight,
just to show you that i meant it;
in this place where people rarely say what they mean,
i wouldnt mind being one of the exceptions
i asked you what its like to
love ; break ; & die
all in the same breath.
You said its like walking with silence in december,
while a million hearts explode in your chest
but you dont care enough to
feel it.
the sky glows,
i see it shining when my eyes close
i hear your warning but we both know
i'm gonna look at it again
i watch you spin around in the highest heels
you are the best one, of the best ones
we all look like we feel
have you ever just sat in the dark
blasted music
and thought about the lyrics?
  
  
i'll be waiting
for you i'd forget everything
for you i write this melody
i'll be waiting
in the car, the radio leaves me
searchin for your star
a constellation of frustration
driving hardd, singing my thoughts
backk to me.
and watching hearttache on tv
and i wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there's some things i'l like to sayy to you.
and i dont think that you know what you've been missing
ccause i dont think that you know what youve been missingg
-taking back sunday-
  
  
it starts again
can you feel it?
it takes your breath away
stop saying that we're invincible
my knuckles have turned to whitee
theres no turning back tonightt
so hold on tight
kiss me one lastt time
shut your eyes
i want to touch the starss
and have someone beside me
who's willing to burn their hand too
  
  
i know what i should do.
but i just can't walk away
i'm busting at the seems to tell you everythinggg
&& its' scaring me cause nothing's suree and
nothing makes sense anymore
laying under the stars with you
would be the bestt time of my lifee
  
   let's dance while the lights are shining bright,
let's dance while the music is feeling right
romance til the night is through
you'll be holding me - yeah , & i'll be holding you
she tells herself just waitt
because Cinderella didn't
find her prince until the end
the true test of love isn't when
you're together, it comes when you're
apart and you realize that despite
the distance, love is still there.
  
rock some music on my radio
put on my victoria secret underwear;
my bigg sunglasses,
dance in front of my mirror
sing into my hair brush
&& wear my hair on top of my head
like theres no tomorrow
<3
don't flatter yourself sweetiee,
the onlyy fan you have is on the ceiling.
BEST FRIENDS ::
you fight. i fight
you hurtt. i hurt.
you cry. i cryy
you jump off a bridge,
-i'll get a paddle boat and saveee your retarded ass.
=)
  
a heart is not judged by how much you love ;
but by how much you are loved by others
-wizard of oz.
honesttly; i would rather see you one
day a year than see someone else
seven days a week. <33
we're the type of people who
would get hit by a pakred car
  
everyone tries to impress that special someone.
but if you can't get them by being yourself
then they cant be that special
tonight, the headphones will deliver you
the words that i can't say
tonight, im writing you a million miles away
keep you expectations low
your hopes high
your drinks full
& your friends by your side
  
it's so distractingg
always thinking of you
oh how cliche it is to sing about the stars
when they burnt out about ten years ago
you just have to go after what you want
and if it doesn't want you back, then so be it.
it doesn't deserve you anyway.
-Nicole Richie
  
do what you love
and you will find someone
who loves the same thing.
dont look for love,
beg for love,
or suffer for love.
just livee.
you are, the dark ocean bottom
&& i am, the fast sinking anchor
should i fall for you?
-the hush sound.
i dont know whats tighter,
our friendship, or our jeanss
=)   
you always want to be with someone
who's your biggest fan and treats you like
a princess.
i'll live for your smilee.
but i'd diee for your kiss
when you hands touch mine its magic
when you lips meet mine its romantic
when you body meets mine its forever.
  
you're like a bad addiction
running through my veins
you're the habit that i cravee
i remember when we snuck away from the crowd.
and you took my hand in the dark.
and then you pulled me in
and kissed me.
my heart stopped beatingg.
and suddenly;
it was only you and me
never regret anything you did.
because at one point what you did
was exactlyy what you wanted to do.
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